Jeremy*: hello joshua
Jeremy: congrats on ur new freelance job
burns like dust: thanks.
Jeremy: makes me happy to hear u havent fucked ur life completley
Jeremy: 90% fuckage is ok
burns like dust: you're one to judge.
Jeremy: i plan on going to college
Jeremy: ur so smart but u work at mc donalds
burns like dust: so do i.
burns like dust: don't knock mcdonalds. do it, then you can judge.
burns like dust: it's hard fucking work.
Jeremy: just taking a 4 year break?
Jeremy: but u get paid 5 an hour?
Jeremy: hard wiork
Jeremy: no pay
burns like dust: six twenty five an hour.
Jeremy: ooo!
Jeremy: silly me
burns like dust: excuse me, idiot. 5.15 is minimum wage.
burns like dust: and you're very unlikely to find something higher than that.
Jeremy: so u get 1 dollar more then 12 year olds!
Jeremy: i planned on living off of you!
Jeremy: now look at this!
Jeremy: I GOTTA WORK!!
burns like dust: i'm going to block you now, because you've no idea how the real world is. when you actually have to experience some of the shit i've gone through in my life, then you have a basis to judge.
burns like dust: goodnight.
Jeremy signed off at 9:18:43 PM.
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That was a conversation I had with my brother a couple hours ago. I don't know why I have him on my list, much less on perpetual block. Because, in the few instances a week he makes the effort to contact me, he always acts like that. Idiotic, immature, annoying.

In some respects, I can't stand my brother even more than my father. And I've still never been able to understand it. Maybe it's because I resent him for his constant insults over the fact that I'm gay. That not one word that has ever come out of his mouth and directed at me has ever been anything but insulting. Ever. And he's only fifteen.

I talked to Kyle and nothing is resolved and that's why I'm transferring all of my anger and general annoyance at the world onto this issue that holds little bearing right now. But it's because I don't want to talk about Kyle. And I don't think I will. Not until there's resolution of one way or the other. Because you're all getting a biased opinion of him due to the fact that I'm so annoyed with him right now.

So, whatever. Different topic.

I got goofy and made a hot or not account cos of a friend's suggestion. So you all have to go and vote obscenely, to make me feel good about myself through this binary media. But the account won't be active until tomorrow. And that's when you'll get the link.

Goodnight, children.

Oh, ps. The freelance job that my brother was referring to was the fact that now I'm gonna get to write for XY magazine on a monthly basis. Which makes me want to giggle. But g'night.

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