To those people who've come across me this week to less than positive results (except David; he fully deserves why I'm pissed off at him), I apologise for my shitty behaviour. This week has just been disappointment after dissappointment, day after day of 'no.' It's really been getting to me in a very bad way, and for that reason I've been avoiding the internet a lot. I haven't felt like talking to anyone.

C.S. and I are doing well, interestingly enough. Tuesday will be our one-month "anniversary." And oddly enough, we're still talking to each other. Yesterday I did a Big Thing. I deleted Tommy's number from my cell-phone (which used to be speed-dial #1) and replaced it with C.S.'s, so now he's the first number in my phone.

It was dorky, yeah. But at least I did it.

He and I are gonna get to spend the weekend together, and I'm really really excited. It's sortof our anniversary present.

Sunday the choir and I had a performance at the church, and it went incredibly well. We even got a standing-ovation, which says a lot because it was a performance at the church's service. It was a lot of fun, and I got to dress up and I got lots of compliments myself. And those are always nice to receive.

angels don't fly, they have no wings
it is another of those things
that we make up, that we believe
the real thing is not what we conceive

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