Somehow or other, though I've no fucking clue why and I haven't been able to figure it out, this site came up in my referrals a few hours ago.

I feel nauseated.

Though I feel nauseated over a lot of things lately. I've gone the entire week without sleep, almost. Aside from one or two hour long catnaps here and there, I haven't slept yet. I don't know why…. I just haven't really felt like doing it. I am expecting to fall over and DIE, but it still hasn't happened yet.

C.S. and I are going out again tonight, I think. He's ridiculously sweet. He's started emailing me now, and that gets to me far more than anything else.

One thing I have always loved and one thing that so few of my boyfriends have ever done is email me. Kent used to do it a lot. I liked to wake up and find an email from him waiting for me. To some extent, PJ did it too. I don't know why; it just gets to me. I guess because someone took the time to do something like that. Fuck birthday presents, I just need a letter and I'm good.

I went out to breakfast and then lunch with the friend from the choir I'm staying with. He introduced me to some of the other people in the neighbourhood, as well as his friends. It was nice…. kindof strange, however.

I guess it's because I've never really understood the concept of people taking me under their wings for no real reason except that they want to. My friend has really astounded me. He's not only extended his home, but he's extended his food, his services, his friends, everything. I'm having trouble thinking.

I guess it's the lack of sleep. This is all just stream-of-consciousness writing.

Sigh. I wish I were more eloquent sometimes.

A lot of times.

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